December 26, 2007
On my walk (in the rain) home(temporary home at Tigger and Scotts) I stopped to say hello to Scarlet at AP. She’s lovely and I don’t get to see enough of her. I talked to Alotta Boute and she’s going to be here New Years Day! She’s a delightful person and I feel proud to call her a friend! I also went to say hello to John who works at a movie theater on Houston he also is wonderful, and I should hang out with him more!
It’s very funny, I didn’t really feel like the color yellow has been affecting me, because I’ve been thinking so much about the rest of my life and growth and change that I didn’t see that Yellow actually really charges those emotions! Yellow is really about Self Esteem and gut Instint which is what I’ve been relying on so much lately! So yellow really IS affecting me, I just didn’t realize it because I’ve been wraped up in myself, my gut, my insides, just getting my center and figuring out what the next step in my life is. Yellow is the color of personal power, so yes, it’s affecting me!
Here’s what I found about the Third Chakra which is Yellow, it’s from about.com.
Scotty sent me an email today from Sweden he said he’d had some pains in his back and is Swedish Chiropractor suggested he needed more yellow in his life! Here’s what he wrote me!
“well, it all started with the PINCHED NERVE in my neck. I asked the chiropractor in sweden – who I was seeing weekly – exactly what the problem was. she said it was the C6 vertebra of my neck (cervical spine). So, I took C6 out for some ice-cream, and then got on the internet, and started doing my research.
Cervial spine is throat chakra – healing color is blue, healing flower – blue morning glory.so I went through a little phase of blue – but you know, I’m familiar with that one – I also had pain in my shoulder, and a terrible soft tissue “knocking” under my left shoulder blade. so I specifically looked up “Shoulder Blade Chakra”,
“this is the Angel-chakra, the centre that governs the angel-wings that enable spiritual travel and also protect the traveller [Mantak Chia, Awaken Healing Light, p.210]. This symbolic reference to wings and to spiritual flight links also to the Egyptian representation of the Ba or Soul as a human-headed bird, as well as winged deities such as Isis and Maat, and to the symbolic association in both Tantra and Kabbalah of the Anahata or Tifaret (respectively) with the element Air.”
Anyway – I supposed I should log my research from now on, but I just read some of the websites like these below, stood up from the computer and proclaimed _ I’M YELLOW DEPRIVED and that was it. of course, the first thing wearing all yellow did for me was give me a sense of control. I could get active about my problem (which still persists – I go for exray tomorrow – and skydiving monday!!!!). But I also threw out all of my black clothing – THREW IT OUT!!! and would only wear a mish mash of colors. NO BLACK CLOTHING!!!!!!”
Here’s a link he sent me http://www.peacefulmind.com/yellow.htm When I went to this link, “Goodbye Yellow Brick Road” by Elton John came on randomly!
Here’s a picture of Scotty in yellow!
On my walk home I talked with Gabrielle, we thought about having a luscious dinner, but it turned out that once i was home and dry I ate some of the bad Chinese food from yesterday, played with the cats and watched Factory Girl and dozed off. . .
Here I am at Scott and Tiggers.


Here’s Finnegan or Huckleberry I can’t remember their names!

